Isabelle:The Broken Luna

****Warning there are some trigger scenes in this book and adult content. Please read at own risk!**** Isabelle stood on the porch taking in the autumn rain, patiently waiting for the leaves to change color. The rain feels good on her skin when the wind blows. It was her favorite time of year. Only thing missing is someone to share it with, some coffee and a blanket wrapped around them enjoying the peace. Isabelle did not live far from her home city. The autumns in Oregon were so beautiful, it was her favorite time of year. She was thankful she moved away even if it was difficult at first. Isabelle didn’t always have it easy but her weakness was forgiveness when it wasn’t deserved. Sometimes she would think back through her life and wonder how she managed to survive everything she had been through. Something always told Isabelle that she was different from everyone else. She just hasn’t figured it out yet, but she will. When Isabelle was young she had been a***** by her brother and her mom’s boyfriend. She did not understand what was going on. As a defense mechanism, her brain blocked it out so she could not remember. That is until recent events caused all of her memories to resurface and cause a storm of emotions. Isabelle wanted to leave but she was still to young. She felt like she had no way to escape the nightmare she was in. Growing up Isabelle was a disaster waiting to happen. It seemed like she always got into somethings she shouldn’t have. Though, she was not the one to cause the problems. She had help with it from her brother, Tyler. She missed how things use to be simple and carefree. She wonders what happened. Isabelle use to be such a shy sweet girl. She suffered years of mental and some physical a****. Whether it be classmates or family, it always happened. Isabelle was always put down and made to feel less than. Then one day she got tired of all of the physical and mental a****. Something inside her snapped, she vowed to herself that she would refuse to allow her family or anyone to do that again to her. “You scr**** my boyfriend” her mom said accusingly. Isabelle was only 12 years old at the time. “No I did not! That’s gross! I’ve never even had s** before” Isabelle spat back. Before she knew it she was slapped across the face knocking her down. She couldn’t understand what possessed her mom to accuse her of such a nasty thing. “He told me all about it you sl**” her mom said, then stormed out. Isabelle picked herself up and ran to her hiding spot. The forest behind their house was her safe haven. The Weeping Willow by the pond was her sanctuary no one knew about. She could never explain why it seemed to always call to her. Isabelle walked on eggshells for many years. The following Monday school started her sophomore year. Isabelle had loved school. She loved learning and her best friend, Cosette, understood Isabelle more than anyone. Everyone else called her names and shoved her around and tormented her. Isabelle believed in what was right and standing up for innocent people. Unfortunately, that caused her more torment. “Hey Cos! How was your weekend?” Cos gave Isabelle a big hug. “It was great Izzy. I was outside most of it. I got to see my cousins as well”. Cosette had a very large family. They were all extremely attractive family members. Isabelle about felt faint every time she saw Cosette’s brother, Eric. He had gorgeous hair and so very sweet. His eyes were a bluish purple like Isabelle's they drew her in closer and closer as she stares at him. "Wipe your mouth, you’re drooling!” Isabelle’s face matched a tomato. Isabelle laughed with Cosette. Cosette lightly tapping her arm. "We need to get to class. Let’s hurry so we can have seats next to each other.” The first half of the day went smoothly. Isabelle and Cosette headed to lunch and Isabelle had hoped this year would be different. However, that hopefulness went out the door when a group of seniors decided that it was time to strike. She was on her way to the lunch table with Cos and next thing she was on the floor. Alex loved to torment her as much as her brother, Tyler. “I heard you like hooking up with your own mom’s boyfriend” Alex said. "She’s just a dumb sl** who thinks she can win affection through screwing people “ Tyler said. Izzy was so upset because at this current moment she still was a vir***. She got up and ran away from them and went straight to her next class.